My writing desk in 2017

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Your Messenger message:

"Good afternoon, sir. After crying this morning for my prostrations, I decided to sleep, with the hope I can forget all the things which are bothering me. Then I suddenly had a dream.

"I am not sure if I went to the Philippine National School for the blind as a teacher or a student. For some reasons I didn't know, I failed to go on time to one of the gatherrings in school I had to attend to, with my fellow students. It was too late when I finally went to the gatherring, because it nearly ended. Before the gatherring ended, we were told that one of the student in the school was found dead last November, and they treated me as the primery suspect, but I was sure of my inocence. Few days passed on my dream, and my friends and other people in the school couldn't believe the issue which was fired against me. One day, I was in a shower room under the girl's dormitory, changing my clothes because I just finished taking a shower. I brought a headphone with me, just a plain headphone. I was also holding a computer charger for a reason I didn't know, when I've suddenly heard someone speaking on my headphone. Out of panic, I immidietly ran out leaving the headphone behind, but I felt that there is a not which was holding my waste, causing me to run slowly after some minutes, I succeeded on removing it, and my feet brought me to our dining room, where I encountered the house father of the boy's dormitory.. I bravely told him what happened, thinking it was the reason why I was able to kill someone without my consciousness. He told me to let the entity show, but I refused, for I didn't know what else that entity could do, and the fear that I might again kill other people."


My reply:

Hello _____!

In your dream, you are both the murderer and the victim. Your feminine side is somehow suppressing your masculine side. You take a shower to cleanse yourself of your guilt. The tight knot at your waist is the defense mechanism denial, your refusal to confront your masculine side in the boys' dormitory.

Your fear in the last part of your dream indicates that you might be rejecting the masculine sides of other men and women too.

Every individuated person is a balance of being both masculine and feminine. Assess your relationships at this time. How are they affected by your preferences? Have you valued friendships with women more than friendships with men? Has your trust in men been betrayed? Has a man tried to take advantage of you or tried to use you in any way? Do you fear being masculine? Do you fear having a relationship with a man?

Look within, and know that you are capable of seeing many things that even persons with the sense of sight do not and cannot see.

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